New Boots

So I happened to get maple syrup on my boots this weekend and now I have to invest in another pair for tomorrow! Although I am excited to finally get new boots, I am going to miss my old ones :'(

So what type of boot should I get? The last boots I had were flats, the new boots I get need to have some height to them, but I don't think I should get anything more than 4 inches high. (Especially if I will be wearing them to castings)


Maybe something like this?

Now I do not know if I should get black boots or brown boots. I love brown boots, but the last pair I had was brown. I suppose I can eventually get both colors.

Now an alternative option... what is great about these is that you can almost use them as a 2 in 1 since they fold down.


Mmmmmm the decisions....
I love boots <3

In response to all this madness.

I am so sick of dealing with the Andy drama. I wish there was a way I could just put this to an end. I left him because he made me depressed and he is still haunting me. Well Andy feels it is necessary to tell the whole world how he feels about me, I will tell everyone why we ended.

Please Andy, if you are reading this.. please just leave me alone. I cannot take this anymore. You are only hurting me.

This was written in a form of a letter to Andy. I actually sent this to him in an email, and he still didnt get the picture..

Andy,

HOW ABOUT the fact that you over fabricate everything you say and most the time set up complete lies to make yourself look better?

HOW ABOUT the fact that you grabbed me by my throat because you knew there would be nothing I could do about it.

HOW ABOUT the fact that we were talking online for a day when you decided to tell me you love me

HOW ABOUT the fact that we were only together for 2 months and you oly brought me down most of the time

HOW ABOUT the fact that I was afraid to even take a piss in the same house with you because you always tried to come in and watch

HOW ABOUT the fact that you would never want to let me shower alone, the only "me" time I had and you violated that as well.

HOW ABOUT the time you hid my purse in your closet, like a total nutcase, just so I wouldn't leave

HOW ABOUT the times were I would have not much money left and still offer to buy you a slice of pizza, and then you insisting on the large pie

HOW ABOUT choking me to the point of seizure underneath you during sex just so I didn't like the feeling of someone elses hands around my throat

HOW ABOUT you crazy split personality that you used to excuse your temper tantrums and anger problems

HOW ABOUT you telling me all the ways you would painfully kill me if I ever cheated on you

HOW ABOUT the fact that you are stalking my profile, and even making fake profiles to fool me into letting you stalk me some more (which I know you will deny because like I said in #1, you are a liar)

HOW ABOUT telling me that to you I was a princess but to any other person in the world I mean nothing.

HOW ABOUT all these harassing emails and text messages and phone calls and voice mails you have sent me in less than a month

oh and did I mention

YOU LIE ABOUT 75% OF THE TIME.


STOP CONTACTING ME.
This is the last you will hear from me.
And I mean it this time.
Be an adult and move in.

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Those out there supporting Andy, I did not want to have to do this. I am not the type to put information like this out there, because it makes me vulnerable and that is my worst fear. But you need to know what happened.

Please: if you are supporting him you need to end this. He is stalking and harassing me, and you encouraging him makes things worse. If you want to make Andy feel better you need to help him move on, and not give him false hope.

I have no respect for a grown man, 6'5 and all, who feels it is okay to put his hands on a young woman. I hope Andy finds the path in life in which he belongs on, and I hope he soon realizes it is not a path towards me.

Thankyou.

Jared

Jared,

You were always one of the only friends I could confide in. You respected me as a woman, and you never forced me to do anything I didn't want to, like most of my male friends have. I have more respect for you than anyone can every imagine. Although I know you are now gone, I feel there was so much left between us that was unsaid. I am so sorry I didn't get to spend more time with you, I feel like such a selfish person. I always thought there would be more time in the future, now I know that life doesn't always work that way. I wish I would have shown the same amount of affection and kindness towards you that you did for me, even though you were never the type to expect it in return.

I feel so lucky to have had such an incredible friend like you. I have never met anyone with a heart as large as yours, and I know I never will. I have so many wonderful memories of you, and non negative. You were such a light hearted soul, you never let anything bring you down and I always admired you for that. You weren't afraid to be you. I am glad you never hid yourself from the world because you were a genuine being.

You taught me so much when it came to warmth and sincerity. I only wish I could have shown you this and not let my feelings just slide by. I feel like you deserve to know how I felt about you. I didn't see you as just another guy, I saw you as a brother; a true brother. And although you are no longer with me, I hope there is some way you can just feel how much you meant to me.

I believe that we are put on this Earth to learn a lesson. You were so wise beyond your years, and now you are somewhere better than this world will ever be.

Maybe I will meet you in another lifetime. I hope I do, and if I do I will make sure to be by your side throughout it all. Whether we are brother or sister, best friends, or lovers, I want to be there for you like you were here for me.

I know people are going to think I am silly for writing this, but I don't care. I want everyone to know how special you really are. Although some others may say you have passed on, I say you are still here by our sides like you always were.

I love you Jared and I hope your next lifetime is filled with wonderment.

Missing you,
Sharon

*A thousand kisses*