Jared

Jared,

You were always one of the only friends I could confide in. You respected me as a woman, and you never forced me to do anything I didn't want to, like most of my male friends have. I have more respect for you than anyone can every imagine. Although I know you are now gone, I feel there was so much left between us that was unsaid. I am so sorry I didn't get to spend more time with you, I feel like such a selfish person. I always thought there would be more time in the future, now I know that life doesn't always work that way. I wish I would have shown the same amount of affection and kindness towards you that you did for me, even though you were never the type to expect it in return.

I feel so lucky to have had such an incredible friend like you. I have never met anyone with a heart as large as yours, and I know I never will. I have so many wonderful memories of you, and non negative. You were such a light hearted soul, you never let anything bring you down and I always admired you for that. You weren't afraid to be you. I am glad you never hid yourself from the world because you were a genuine being.

You taught me so much when it came to warmth and sincerity. I only wish I could have shown you this and not let my feelings just slide by. I feel like you deserve to know how I felt about you. I didn't see you as just another guy, I saw you as a brother; a true brother. And although you are no longer with me, I hope there is some way you can just feel how much you meant to me.

I believe that we are put on this Earth to learn a lesson. You were so wise beyond your years, and now you are somewhere better than this world will ever be.

Maybe I will meet you in another lifetime. I hope I do, and if I do I will make sure to be by your side throughout it all. Whether we are brother or sister, best friends, or lovers, I want to be there for you like you were here for me.

I know people are going to think I am silly for writing this, but I don't care. I want everyone to know how special you really are. Although some others may say you have passed on, I say you are still here by our sides like you always were.

I love you Jared and I hope your next lifetime is filled with wonderment.

Missing you,
Sharon

*A thousand kisses*