I am so sick of dealing with the Andy drama. I wish there was a way I could just put this to an end. I left him because he made me depressed and he is still haunting me. Well Andy feels it is necessary to tell the whole world how he feels about me, I will tell everyone why we ended.
Please Andy, if you are reading this.. please just leave me alone. I cannot take this anymore. You are only hurting me.
This was written in a form of a letter to Andy. I actually sent this to him in an email, and he still didnt get the picture..
Andy,
HOW ABOUT the fact that you over fabricate everything you say and most the time set up complete lies to make yourself look better?
HOW ABOUT the fact that you grabbed me by my throat because you knew there would be nothing I could do about it.
HOW ABOUT the fact that we were talking online for a day when you decided to tell me you love me
HOW ABOUT the fact that we were only together for 2 months and you oly brought me down most of the time
HOW ABOUT the fact that I was afraid to even take a piss in the same house with you because you always tried to come in and watch
HOW ABOUT the fact that you would never want to let me shower alone, the only "me" time I had and you violated that as well.
HOW ABOUT the time you hid my purse in your closet, like a total nutcase, just so I wouldn't leave
HOW ABOUT the times were I would have not much money left and still offer to buy you a slice of pizza, and then you insisting on the large pie
HOW ABOUT choking me to the point of seizure underneath you during sex just so I didn't like the feeling of someone elses hands around my throat
HOW ABOUT you crazy split personality that you used to excuse your temper tantrums and anger problems
HOW ABOUT you telling me all the ways you would painfully kill me if I ever cheated on you
HOW ABOUT the fact that you are stalking my profile, and even making fake profiles to fool me into letting you stalk me some more (which I know you will deny because like I said in #1, you are a liar)
HOW ABOUT telling me that to you I was a princess but to any other person in the world I mean nothing.
HOW ABOUT all these harassing emails and text messages and phone calls and voice mails you have sent me in less than a month
oh and did I mention
YOU LIE ABOUT 75% OF THE TIME.
STOP CONTACTING ME.
This is the last you will hear from me.
And I mean it this time.
Be an adult and move in.
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Those out there supporting Andy, I did not want to have to do this. I am not the type to put information like this out there, because it makes me vulnerable and that is my worst fear. But you need to know what happened.
Please: if you are supporting him you need to end this. He is stalking and harassing me, and you encouraging him makes things worse. If you want to make Andy feel better you need to help him move on, and not give him false hope.
I have no respect for a grown man, 6'5 and all, who feels it is okay to put his hands on a young woman. I hope Andy finds the path in life in which he belongs on, and I hope he soon realizes it is not a path towards me.
Thankyou.
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He had added me as a friend on facebook, though I don't know him at all. When I saw that crazy group, I thought at first he was just sad or something, so I messaged him and told him he needed to stop and leave you alone. Now he keeps contacting me, but I've blocked him after reading this. While you didn't want to share that, I'm personally glad you did. Now I see he didn't just seem a little crazy, but is actually crazy. I'm sorry for what you had to go through. No one deserves to be treated that way, and I hope you can be fully rid of him after this.
ReplyDeletewell Sharon people have heard your side of everything. I think it is only fair that I am able to explain all this. First off I never thought it was ok to put my hands on you.. After that one time I have never done it again... That one time I was also drunk, and hurt after you cheated on me... And about that your not dead are you? I didn't bring you down.. You say all this to make your self look better. An the first day we talked I told you I loved who you were. It wasn't until I seen you face to face I told you I loved you.. and in return you did say it back... And in regards of the choking during sex... When I was in the moment it was hard to see how hard I was choking you.. And the only reason why I was choking you was because you wanted it. You say I lied to you. I told you I would never give up on you. I got black and white proof that everything wasn't as bad as you make it out to be to the world. I saved every e mail you wrote me.. Yes I have done things wrong..But I am only human like every one else.. And there was no split personality...I found out I have a chemical imbalance which would have me go into " rage" moments... I am not on medicine for that and doing much better. And you say I brought you down.. Well I have people who seen differently.. I tried to treat you as a princess. And when I said to you that the wold you meant nothing you took that all wrong.. The fact is people don't, or didn't see a side of you I seen. They don't know what you told me. read your old poetry which i still have. You don't tell them that We were out looking for engagement rings the weekend you broke up with me. That the night before we broke up you were looking for a job up my way because you were going to move in with my by your own free will. How about you tell every one what you wrote to me in my Christmas card?.. I said enough as is now.. I only with you the best and can only hope you can open your eyes an see Im not as bad as you put me out to be.
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